Lost Love:

I am stuck in between,

Discerning Reality and Illusion,

Between the light and dark side,

That lives within my soul.

The wounds are deep darling,

How deep will you go to fill it.

Your love would not still complete me,

I am a jigsaw with missing puzzles.

My nectar of pain would leave you lifeless,

A shimmer of light will be drown in darkness,

Stay away,

Stay away for your own good.

Let me go,

Rush forward in your fast life,

I know I am slowing you down,

With my grief darling.

Your selflessness for me,

Would harm you infinitely,

Its better to be selfish.

Its better to be bad,

Than good to me.

Maybe I am just Overthinking:

I am standing over the edge,

Staring down at the endless pits of anguish,

Or maybe I am just overthinking.

The scars of my heart,

Are not yet healed by your love,

Or maybe I am just overthinking.

I am running in a dark maze,

Trying to find peace within myself,

Or maybe I am just overthinking.

Everything slips away from my hand,

I am losing grip over my sanity,

Or maybe I am just overthinking.

Don’t want to sleep as the night stretches,

And wake up to see the sun rising,

Or maybe I am just overthinking.

No sense I am making about this situation,

Staring into space, thinking and feeling nothing,

Or maybe I am just overthinking.

Others say I am losing my mind,

But I say I am finding myself, within the ashes,                                                                                   
Or maybe I am just Overthinking.