Silent Pain:

In these dark skies,
I find solace in its silence,
Helps me drown my cries,
Behind the closed doors.

The silent pain now,
Creeps slowly around me,
Till it succumbs,
My peace of mind.

Looking at the mirror,
I see my red eyes,
The brown orbs of mine,
Slowly losing its spark.

The darkness now,
Comforts me now,
As it hides my pain,
Away from people.

The Happiness now,
Seems an illusion,
As it only fades the pain,
Away for a while.

You try to numb it,
By losing your breaths,
Into smoke, coming out
From your sinful lips.

You stare into space,
Stuck into the mind,
The whirlpool of emotions,
Leaving you behind restless.

Moving on is never easy,
You feel that this pain,
Is all you could ever feel,
Or else.....
Nothing.